Let's Venture Into LOW CALORIE Hell Now.

So...
After five days in low carb hell, I decided maybe it wasn't the best idea. Sure, after 3 days, I'd lost 5 pounds (of water weight), however I was completely depleted of energy, couldn't go to the bathroom because I wasn't getting any fiber either, and basically the big deal breaker was the mac and cheese and chocolate cake mom made last night.
So now, 5 pounds down, I'll just be sticking to low-carb. Mom and I are going to the gym, which makes me feel better that in 30 or so days, I might just be slammin in a bikini for panama city....let's hope.
Oh sure, right now after doing some weight training excercises at the gym, I can't feel my entire upper half, but I'm sure that will pass....let's hope. I had to pop a pain pill just so my muscles would quit sobbing from pain.

Also, I can't make myself like water. I just can't do it. I thought I could if I drank enough....and I've been drinking PLENTY. But I can't. It just sucks. It's tasteless and boring and just yuck.

But I'll suck it up.

Yellow bikini, yellow bikini, yellow bikini.......

Down 5 pounds, 15 to go.

(I thought I'd give myself a few extra pounds to lose just so when I start eating again, it gives me a little weight gaining room, yeah?)